女孩终于跟男孩走在一起，过了几个月。
两人慢慢的认识对方，吵过，也和好了。
男孩对女孩许下许多小小承诺，带她去看新奇事物、保护她、带她到世界各个角落，答应做任何决定都会顾虑女孩的感受。
女孩觉得幸福。

又过了几个月，男孩开始新旅程，每日兴奋的向她叙述所遇的新事物，对前途充满憧憬和想法。女孩觉得这是上进的行为。
男孩习惯了女孩的安分和存在，把时间和精力放在其他事上。
一天，女孩一如往常听着男孩讲故事，突然发现，男孩原来未真正把她纳入未来生活蓝图，所有承诺只不过是甜言蜜语。
女孩黯然伤心，“这男孩很自私”的事实在脑中驻足。

Girls are mean, I mean, inherited.

She smiles at you in the office and seems supportive when you share your ideas. When you least expect it, you hear that the idea you were discussing with her has now been pitched to your boss as if it was her idea. How smart right??!!
This girl really thinks that she’s allied with you, she might like you but she would hesitate to steal things from you. Including your boyfriend!

Another she, seems like your best friend. But she can’t feel the real happiness if you succeed. No matter how close you are and how you rely on her as a supportive friend, she’ll not see your win as anything short of her loss.

This girl tries to surround herself with girl friends who are not skinny or pretty. Encourage you to buy LV bag when you are on budget; order chocolate ice-cream to share when you are on diet. She surrounds herself with people whose problems seem bigger than hers, so that her own issues don’t seem so bad.

The root of all this evil seems to be insecurity. Are we so jealous of other girls that we only feel better if they fail?

那讨厌的感觉又来了，无止境的重复着，一直一直让人感到郁闷不已。
正在压抑着。

不可责怪我的任性，
我固执 我善变 我爱笑
我伤感 我顽皮 我温驯
我爱闹 我冷静 我忧郁
我贪心 我敏感 我沉默

都是我。