I ran into a few old friends last week, it reminds me of some affairs that happened months and years back. When the affair is over and thing has changed, you could see things without bias or probably be more opened to critics. After all, prejudice embedded in your judgment, it takes time to release the hard feeling.

I’m glad that we all made it and the conversation went well with a wider breadth of mind. From the conversations we had, I found out that we strike a responsive chord in terms of mindset and career move. Both SHEs are struggling with career options; another SHE is more cheerful and pretty now, I bet she has found the right path, I can see the glow in her.

As for myself, I’m moving to different field but not moving too far from the industry I used to deal with.
I need to be more versatile as job required;
I need to be more adaptive as role switched;
I need to multitask as the project involved massive coordination;
I need to handle tedious paperwork and news clipping;
I need to apply what I’ve learnt into daily tasks, I’m referring to copywriting, TV and radio script writing and the most challenging media planning.
I need to keep my eyes closely on production schedule, monitor the TV and radio recording…
It’s tiring and exhausted. Therefore I need to set my mind free once I shut down my computer and go on bed before 12am each day. What a lifeless life.

The self-acclaimed short but smart Tash said, “Your pay is justified by your workload.” I strongly second this and therefore, I need to choose between moderate pay vs “sao gong” when clock ticks 6 or higher pay vs OT 4 days a week like what I’m doing now.

I’m still looking for a better option in career that I could devote 100% passion in it.It’s such a disgrace to yourself when you are doing something you don’t enjoy nor appreciate and make your life so miserable.
When things run counter to your wishes, you might feel disappointed but I do believe that success hinges on own effort. Hopefully, I could spare no effort to grasp the nettle and be more adaptive to new environment.

Strength. I need it.

连续几天遇见许多老朋友，感觉很温暖踏实；
走在陌生的街道，满是陌生人，感觉毫无依靠但不畏惧；
相约了她和他，熟悉的感觉但新的分享；
偶然遇见了她、她和她，在旧的地方新的生活，牵引了好笑的插曲；
我们准备好了，来一段重遇。

近来买了许多莫名其妙的东西，明明跟它们不熟却还要装出一副“我真想要把它带回家”的样子。最无助的是看着一堆堆机械类模型，分不清哪个是主角、哪个是最新版本、哪个是好人、又为何坏人看起来比较厉害…售货员解说一轮又一轮，望着我那彷徨的双眼，很明显的发觉我纯听大脑却没处理进来的资料。这情况大概可在女人问男人哪款衣物裙子比较漂亮时出现。在男人眼中每一件裙子都差不多、高低腰裤子的分别不大、大圆领或V领的分别只在于能露出多少路沟。正如我纳闷为什么电脑打斗游戏只只一样还是有人能对其分别说的头头是道。所以说我不喜欢男性陪我买衣，“一lok木”那样站在一边等，志不同真的难沟通；可是当你需要买这些看起来没差别的模型时，还是乖乖请教他们比较快，要不然纯粹看哪个模型的“衣服”比较漂亮会叫人严重唾弃，唉，女人你会什么？

很多。

唉，没相机好好拍下杰作的滋味有点难受。